Got to talk to him...b

Finally, I was able to talk to him....I can't really say the problem was solved or questions are answered...but I can't argue with him. The last thing he needs right now is a whining girlfriend. Its hard to understand the situation we're in right now, its even harder to understand someone who never explains. But I understand him, I care for him and I don't want to see him this way. He doesn't know that it hurts me to hear or see him give up. He wants to end his life and all that crap. He's being selfish....he doesn't know there are people who cares for him and will be miserable if he will be gone.