We broke up yesterday... I'm sad, i'm hurting, i'm scared and emptiness is killing me. I have been always lucky with all the people coming in my life, but when it comes to relationship...it always fail. It is so haaaard to find someone whom you would really fall in love with. It took me several years to find this feeling, I fought really hard to make it work and i'm willing to fight harder but he gave up on me. No third party, feelings are still there...he just doesn't want me to be involve...but I am and I want to be involve. We've been together for seven months and the relationship was a rollercoaster ride. I went through a lot of adjustments as well as him, we went through a lot already, my problem, his problems, my happiness, his happiness, we endure those things together. And we tried to save the relationship even his responsibilities on his work and his problems are getting bigger. I can still stay, but we both know it was bound to end. My heart wanted to stay but it is best to let go. I'm proud of how we handled the situation maturely. We talk and we are still friends. I want to stay by his side even as a friend because all the things that we've been through can never be forgotten. Everyone can leave you but I will always be here. "Di ba nga, kahit ilang Tier 3 pa ang lumapit sa akin, di kita iiwan." Hehehe!
